Showing posts with label Poetry. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Poetry. Show all posts

Wednesday, January 2, 2013

Camino Entry 33, 34, 35


Where am I today?  Carrion de los Condes!


Entry 33, December 27th, 2011

Expenses, Day 33
Pastries: 2.70
Provisions: 4.80
Croissant: 1.00
Albergue, Hortanas: 5.00
Menú Peregrino and Cerveza: 10.00
Total: 23.50
Trip Total: 762.03

Entry 34, December 28th, 2011

Expenses, Day 34
Provisions: 4.38
Albergue: 7.00
Menú: 6.50
Internet: .50
Total: 18.38
Trip Total: 780.41

31 kilometers yesterday. We've started across the meseta – it is very flat and treeless. I cannot imagine what it is like in the summer.

No heat in the albergue. Everyone was whingeing – I didn't think it was that bad. It's all mental.

Entry 35, December 29th, 2011

A quartet of haikus for some of my fellow pilgrims.

Pair of sticks and white sneakers
Crunching through the frost,
The warrior leads the way.

He points to the rising sun
Two birds sing; empty branches.
Comedian: pay attention!

Yellow arrows are no match
Pilgrims, follow him!
Will GPS find his dream?

Happy Happy Happy Beast
Spain cannot contain
All the words he can produce!

We passed a hill today with a line of pine trees on top forming a wind break. The stiff with from the Northeast made it sound like the ocean.

Trusting my intuition, I left the path and followed the ridge up. At the top was a stone marker. I stood on it, watching the sunrise and feeling the blast of cold wind on my face. I yelled – a wordless yell, the sound of an animal rejoicing in the beginning of morning. It is good to be alive this day.

I am reminded of the picture of the zen monk, standing on the open palm of god, with arms thrown outwards and mouth open in wordless shout like he is on a rollercoaster!

Expenses, Day 35
Coffee + Bocadillo: 5.50
Provisions: 6.00
Albergue (Carrion de los Condes, Nunnery): 5.00
Menú: 10.00
Total: 21.50
Trip total: 801.91

We stopped in a small village where everything was closed. Ernesto was already there, and he explained that the grandmother of the bar's owner had just died. Just then the procession came by from the church. Mostly on foot, casket in a hearse. They were carrying a cross on a staff as well as a huge flag – after stopping at the woman's house to say a prayer, they went on to the cemetery.

The whole time we were in town the church bells were ringing – slow, slow quarter notes, one bell at a time, for the funeral. Combined with the wind in the bare branches, it was the most mournful sound I have ever heard. In C minor:

(notation in notebook) G, down M6 to Bb, up m7 to Ab, down m6 to C, back up to G to start again

33km today to Carrion de los Condes (Count of the Condors), a nice bit of work. It was my longest planned day yet. I'm in good shape – the joints were a bit tired at the end, but I didn't injure anything and I am not stiff. I'm still not particularly fast, but I feel good in the evenings and while walking. I was relaxed all day today, like sitting in a chair, and spent most of it working on my posture. Head back! But how far back?

Ernesto gave me one of his mismatched walking sticks today, as he finally got a new pair. Marten was right – the gifts come, there is no need to buy any. It is a symbol of Ernesto's victory over the mountain pass at St. Jean Pied-de-Port, as the matching stick was broken while saving him from a particularly nasty fall. Perhaps this one will do the same for me on the mountains yet to come, or maybe its brother will (the stick Cleber found for me).

Michael/Kwang-sik/the Warrior gave me a wire sculpture of a trumpet as well, for Christmas . . . the gifts just come. I am writing haikus for everyone in the group in return. There's nothing quite as light as a poem.

Sunday, May 13, 2012

Camino Entry 29

Day 29, December 23rd, 2011

Grape vines in winter.
I picked some grapes this morning, left over on the vines in a vineyard.  They had almost thawed from last night's frost.  So good, so sweet, so cold.  I am reminded of William Carlos Williams:

This Is Just To Say

I have eaten
the plums
that were in
the icebox

and which
you were probably
saving
for breakfast

Forgive me
they were delicious
so sweet
and so cold


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Whenever I feel homesick, the solution is to ask, "Am I absolutely certain that this is exactly what I should be doing right now?"  The answer is always yes.

I wonder if my demon on this camino is the need to arrive . . .

Expenses, Day 29

Café con leche: 1.10
Provisions: 5.00
Albergue: 10.00
Dinner: 7.00
Total: 23.10
Trip Total: 668.83

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You know that it's cold in the albergue when you piss in the toilet and steam comes out.

We had a warm dinner, though.  Ernesto made paella, which I record the process of which here for posterity:

One stick of butter and a minced onion -- grill in pan.
Add raw rice and a cup of wine.  Mix.
Simmer meat and matching type of broth in pot with garlic.
Add broth and meat bit by bit to the rice and onions.  Cook down and eat.

We also had wine, ice cream with peaches, chorizo and artichokes with bread, and a Korean feast.  All in all, it was a triumphant feast.  Good comrades and good conversation, if a bit too much wine.

Two temporary additions to our group = Mardas, a Latvian, middle-aged guy with a pony tail who has been living on the camino for the past five years as sort of a traveling steward (he's a bit of a loner), and a young Japanese guy who has cycled from St. Jean Pied-de-Port.  He's gotten this far in only three days, and on a 30 euro bicycle that he bought in France!  And here I am, 29 days in . . . I daresay the thing will fall apart on him by Compostela, by the looks of it.

So, around the table we had (in no particular order) (and I include our nicknames):

1 American (me) (Superman)
4 Koreans (Warrior, Beauty, GPS, and Master)
1 Japanese (Samurai)
1 Brazilian (Joker)
1 Venezuelan (Beast)
1 Latvian (Mardas hasn't got a nickname yet)

No Ursula today, although she stopped by the albergue.  She is in a hotel for Christmas, and took a field trip today to see some incredibly old documents -- supposedly they are the oldest written Spanish in the world.

Languages spoken at the dinner table included: English, Spanish, Portuguese, German, Korean, and Japanese.  I am so lucky to be here, and I cannot imagine living without having this kind of experience.  How can people live their whole lives without realizing how big the world is?!?

I cannot imagine not having lived the past year in the company of people from all over the world.  They are my brothers and sisters.  I would not be a complete person without this experience.

And I definitely chose the coldest spot to spread my sleeping bag.  Ego and my reputation as a Michigander are at stake here, after all.  We'll see what ego thinks about that in the morning.

Thursday, April 12, 2012

Poem(s) of the Day 4.13.12

Two poems for spring, both by Rumi.

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When I see your face, the stones start spinning!
You appear, all studying wanders.
I lose my place.

Water turns pearly.
Fire dies down and doesn't destroy.

In your presence I don't want what I thought
I wanted, those three little hanging lamps.

Inside your face the ancient manuscripts
seem like rusty mirrors.

You breathe; new shapes appear,
and the music of a desire as widespread
as Spring begins to move
like a great wagon.
Drive slowly.
Some of us walking alongside
are lame!

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Come to the orchard in Spring.
There is light and wine, and sweethearts
in the pomegranate flowers.
If you do not come, these do not matter.
If you do come, these do not matter.

Tuesday, March 27, 2012

Poem of the day 3.28.12

from "The Night Air" by Rumi

". . . The judge then asked the youngest brother,
"What if a man cannot be made to say anything?
How do you learn his hidden nature?"

"I sit in front of him in silence,
and set up a ladder of patience,
and if in his presence a language from beyond joy
and beyond grief begins to pour from my chest,
I know that his soul is as deep and bright
as the star Canopus rising over Yemen.

And so when I start speaking a powerful right arm
of words sweeping down, I know him from what I say,
and how I say it, because there's a window open
between us, mixing the night air of our beings."

Thursday, March 1, 2012

Poem of the Day

I recently learned that Hermann Hesse, author of "Siddhartha" and winner of the pulitzer prize for literature in 1946, was also a poet. Here is one of my favorites of his so far:

"Love Song"
Hermann Hesse

I wish I were a flower,
And you were just walking by,
And picked me as your own,
And held me captive in your hand.

Or I wish I were red wine,
And you would drink my sweetness,
And take me deep inside yourself,
Both you and I would be healed.